Early relieves

I just told my mom about my job-switch... u know it's never been easy talking about career with my parents... i think those who both parents are working with the government and having the 'work with gov for brighter future' mindset might know how it actually is.. but her response was quite positive when i briefly answered her questions on the company's history, how many staff, bla bla bla.. and i think this was the first time i got the guts to honestly explain what i really want in my career, what kind of job i want to do, the environment i want to be working in, the reasons why i wasn't happy and left my previous job & why i do not want to join the G and why the no interest in trying my luck to become one of the PTDs. I hope she understands & most importantly my dad will too although it's highly unlikely.

I saw a bit of disappointment when i told her it's been 3 weeks since i started... i am very sorry mak :'( i was just too afraid to tell my parents and i don't want anything or anyone to hinder me from walking this path.. i know where i am going and u don't have to worry.. i never knew if this was a right decision but no worries, i sure to make it one.

I think i will just let my mom to pass on this 'news' to my dad since i will never ever have the guts to tell him straight to his face.. u know.. quitting out from GLC into private company?? nak kene sepak??? huhuuuu..

But she needs to tell him eventually because i also brought up my plea to stay at one of their houses around  KL.. hopefully he approves :) staying here in sepang is the best! but filling up the tank every 3 days is errrrr -_- unless i have the 5 angka salary lohhh

10 in 6

 

Iftar, Everly Resort Hotel, Melaka

Yesterday we went to MP and Dataran Pahlawan again but this time only me and my sis. Pakcik J sent us to Melaka Central then we took a bus. So nostalgic reminded me when I was here during my 2nd year summer holiday, I couldn't imagined just how many times I took a bus from Melaka Central to MP area for date, then would call mum to fetch me at Melaka Central hehehhh.... she even smelt something fishy about it Anyway, we went there as my sis wanted to look for jeans so I tagged along at the same time being her image consultant uhuhuhhhh... I got myself some stuff, ohhhh finally I found the cotton ball I was asking in my previous entry at MP Guardian for RM2.80. I really thought that I couldn't find that type anymore here hehehhh... and I got this powder brush from SASA, Zeno Mini acne clearing device (I was sooo desperate to get rid off the pimples on my nose! It bothered me to the max!! despite of the ridicolous price! I just want a clear face on Raya that's it!) and MakeUp Base from The Face Shop. Yeah That's it really.

In the evening, we break fast at Everly Resort Hotel Melaka. We were very reluctant to go along but had to as the organizer already included us in the guest lists, so we went. My reason was I just don't feel comfortable like the night before where everything is very formal and when me or we were the only 'underage' there. We barely know anyone as we'll always being left to eat at another table. That's so annoying. But fortunately, this time it was less formal eventhough the foods still being served (I prefer buffet style) and there were kids came along.... phuhhhhhh . As usual we sat at another table but beside me was a girl whose parents ate at another table as well. The main meal was ok, nothing special but we had Rojak for dessert and cakes!!! I ate a lot!!! I took some from the buffet area ngeheheee.... we also presented with free Kueh Raya each!

Well did I said anything about me and my sis trying to make Mc D delivery for sahur last night? well we did but were told that delivery for our home area is only before 11pm bleghhhhhhh.... I was craving for the whole day! So after got back from the hotel, we called Mc D for the delivery hihihhhhhh... yup we just don't know what 'full' means! I ordered large Big Mac and went sleep directly ngahahahaha... this morning was the first time I didn't take sahur. Fully charged anyway heheee...

Again, this evening we didn't break fast at home. We had it at some hotel somewhere in MITC area.We didn't wear Baju Kurung as well, just jeans and top, so malas to wear formally, actually I run out of baju kurung already hahahahaha. This time was buffet style! I like!! The meal was delicious and I had Rojak again! Ohhh not to forget the Air Tebu Madu! and steal some ABC from my sister, shame they don't have nice cakes for me! How sad~~

Masjid Selat, Melaka for Iftar

 

We break fast at Masjid Selat (Melaka version of Masjid Terapung). It was my dad's office turn to organize breaking fast with some 'big' people of Melaka. My dad went first, my mum, me and my sister went a bit late, almost 7pm we arrived and goshhhh there was a hugeee number of people! Cars parked towards the end of the road. People standing around amid not enough chairs to seat on. People went back to their cars, go back home perhaps. We were as well thought of going home or break fast anywhere else (we popped out all fast food we can think of at that time; me=KFC, my sis = pizza hut; yup I was craving for KFC since forever, but I prefer to wait until fasting ends so I can enjoy it right away instead of have to wait until 7pm) and surprisingly my mum said something 'hotel' and both of us were like.. "HOTEL???" sooo not my mum huhuhhh.... hrmmm unfortunately none of us bring money bluahhh come on xanga, more funky smileys???

So my dad already saves us some seat and well at the VIP area blerghhhh again (put my mood off) I'm just not into this 'Makan Beradab' thing. Maybe I'm not mature enough or maybe because I'm sitting and eating with people I don't know (yeah they are my dad's collegues at office, our parents sit at other table, annoying huhhh?? we were left to enjoy the meal with the unknowns) as I was totally comfortable in Egypt on the Nile Cruise. I automatically annoyed with having to pour the juice or water from their bottle into the glass. Why can't we just drink it straight away from the bottle? That's what people normally do right? Furthermore, I couldn't seem to eat a lot as I normally do; me and my sister talked rubbish as we can't joined their conversation, they didn't asked us anything either. Overall, a totally not comfortable situation.

The tarawikh was a bit longer than usual. The Qunut was really long! Both my mum and sis including me were complaining and talking about it afterwards. Yes it was really really long I even went "lamanyerrr bila nak habis nih??" huhuhhhhh not good not good.... The MORE was superb! The pengat pisang was mouthwateringly nyummy!! as well as the cakoi and spring roll! But too bad I couldn't enjoy it much as the 'big people' already got up before I finished my 2nd round pengat pisang. bleghhhhhh again and againnnnn!!

Anyway.... yesterday was the first day I really went out during day time.. yeahhh really pathetic after 2 weeks here. Is Malaysia becoming hotter??? goshhh I was sweating!! My elder sis came home so we had the chance to wandering around city.. We went to Jusco first. So many people as expected during weekends unlike in UK everyday is a busy day, everyday is a shopping day..... wondering when do british people really work huhhh??? Anyway, lets get back on track shall we? So we straight away headed towards Vincci, my favorite shoe brand here. I had my eyes fixed on these two shoes, one wedges while the other one heels, but there were too many people so I thought perhaps I just buy it at another Vincci store. So I just loitered around Jusco clothes, shoes and beg area... nothing attracted me. I was feeling nauseous maybe because of the super hot weather or too many people, I don't know. My sis gave me strange look for not buying anything huhuhhh.... I just sat down on a bench somewhere waiting for them do their shopping before I went upstairs looking for new simcard. Yeah I decided to switch to Digi after a long time being a loyal customer to Hotlink. "Tukar angin" > my answer to my dad. "Boyfriend ko pakai Digi ke??" > question from my sis... I admit 80% of the reason contributed into the decision was because 'he' is using Digi . * 'He' here is not my ex but a friend of mine ok (wink wink)

After about 2 hours in Jusco, we proceeded to MP to search for my Baju Raya yippieeeee!! I got one Baju Kurung, a really lovely one! More like earthy color and I fell in love with 4 more! A black Jubah (yer da lama tak pakai jubah kan??), goldish baju kurung Pahang (I love the colour and the cutting), bluish Korean silk baju kurung moden (the cutting is just simply superb and the silk feel would be nice) but it cost nearly 300 and one Hijau Lumut songket kebaya (yup I agree with "less is more".. this one really looks elegant in a very simple way). OMG I just starting to love our traditional baju kurung, kebaya etc.. guys!! They are lovely!!!! but mum limited two pairs each as we are paying with her credit card shame shame..... When I tried the baju kurung that I bought, I firstly tried on another color which is bright purple and I had these pretty funny conversation with my sis:

Me: Ok tak? seswai tak color ni dgn aku?

Sis: Cantik! Seswai! Sebab ko tak hitam

Me: Cis! cakap je la aku putih, berselindung2 pulak ko haha

Haha... well I can consider myself the fairest among my siblings, at least many people told me that not just me (hidung kembang kuncup).... but how funny that I always the opposite among my circle of friends (duhhhhh)

By the way, I went to two more Vincci store in MP and Dataran Pahlawan to search for the shoes I've been eyeing on before (remember??) DAMN!! No more size 3!!!!!!!! panic2!!!! Do you know how disappointed I would be and how hard I will try to get the things I already love to have?? Yup thats me... I am a type who will do just anything and won't be easy to sleep if I don't get what I see and sooo want to get a hold on it (ATTENTION! this only apply to stuff not human being ) unless I found a substitude. By that time, I already deleted the wedges (remember, wedges and heels?), and do you notice Vincci makes very cute terompah??? I just realize it and they are damn cute! I grab one for myself ! Mum likes it! yeayyyy! But the heels keep playing in my head!

We went home and show our 'Raya' stuff to mum as well as baju kurung we bought for our Tok. But mum said it's probably bit big for Tok so .... YES!!!! can go to Jusco again to change it!!! chance chance!! to grab the heels!!! weeepeeeeeee!!!!! and there we were, me and my sis went back to Jusco after break fast and yeahhhhhhhhhhh the heels is mine now!!!! duhhhhhhhh should I start to learn controlling my habit of "Just Buy It If You Want It" damn!! I'll hate that

p/s: Does anyone know where I can get cotton ball for facial purposes??? I hardly searched through Guardian, Watsons and Jusco but to no avail. They all only have the square type  facial pads. Any helps are much appreciated! (ye saya sememangnya skema!)

Tired Eyes

it's 4.17am in the morn and yet i'm still here staring at my laptop screen urghhhhh my eyes are tired..soo damn tired but they just don't wanna close and let me enjoy the sleep warghhh or maybe it is me who still don't wanna sleep i don't know.. well just had a little chat with my family..they already bought a webcam so i could see my sis, bro and mum.. wahhhh miss them a lot! mum asked about the exact date for my graduation day next year so she can book the tickets earlier.. so i just browse through uni website and thank God i found the page which clearly stated the dates for next year graduatio day which i hardly search before..hurmmm well let's see my grad will be on 8th july next year phewww damn early.. the earliest school graduating haha... weird cause we don't have our grad the same as the Computer Science students...cause we always being together with them means we have few classes with them and their group project is (only 1 group for MEng) under the same root as us... or maybe it's just another computer science school...hurmm don't think so..

erm last night had a little part at k.liza's place.. her friends well my ex-seniors in KMS came.. many of them.. good to see them... and yeah loads and loads of foods!! i ate loads of chocolate.. yeah there was the chocolate fountain and i stuff myself with it first hehehh.. then popia, walkers, another chocolates k.shikin brings, NASI AYAM nyumnyum!! and not to forget k.mursyid tiramisu nyummy!! it was soo fun cause k.mar & Abg zaidi and their kids came along ewwwwww cuties!! and k.dayang & abg kadir & their kids as well especially Aled!! Aled is soo damn cute! he realy looks like a korean boy and wish i'll get hold of the pictures asap so i can post it here.. and after there was just us left, i joined them played the some kind of 'guessing' game where one group give a title of movie, or a name of song or whatever then one person from another group will then have to do all the signs thing to the group members.. and our group got for the title of movie something like "the shawshank redemption" urghhhh what the.. and yeah we lose hahahhh.. but anyway it was really fun last night..

hrmmm my dad just called me .... we talked and last thing he said was that Uncle Andrew is going to recommend me to his friend to try getting job here....urghhhhhhhhhhh i don't know!!! i'm not yet has a view of what i'm going to do in my life.. well must be basically being an engineer,.. but you know engineering is huge and wide.. electrical n electronic engineering itself is huge.. and i'm not sure which field i prefer... but so far all i can say is i really enjoy doing my group project which is something like building automation... so if anyone is going to ask me what my interest is, i might say i'm very interested in designing a system.. any system would do.. erm maybe particlarly in home / building automation... uhhh i think i know who his friend is, i think i met him last year or maybe last two years... no it was last year.. but yeah it did came across my mind to try my luck to work here.. who knows ya.. uhhhh i better get my sleep otherwise the cycle will just go around and around and finally i might end up doing nothing during this 3 weeks holidays.... sleep the whole day and awake the whole night staring at my laptop screen browsing nothing on the net..

well da~

haja~~

Loads Of Cards!

i finished writing all the greeting cards i wished to post before the raya but well it seems i don't have the time or accurately the perfect mood to write them huhuhh... and i'm sending a good luck card to my sis whose having SPM in this becoming 1 or 2 weeks..so hopefully will arrive to her on time.. i went to Clinton Cards to buy hers and there was 1 cool flying butterfly thingy that i've been keeping my eye on since the 1st year but just didn't have the urge to buy and try it myself..so i bought it and it was really cool!!! it flies really high almost reach my room ceiling!! ya cool i tell ya!! i kept playing with it..hope the elasticity of the rubber on it won't loose.. i tried to snap the picture of it flying but it just happened too fast and i failed grrrrrr...anyway i really want to upload the pictures of hari raya but there are loads of them!! and well you know i love to expose as many pictures as i can here everytime there's anything going on.. so just wait till i have the mood to put it on.. i don't even put a single picture of raya on my friendster side.. shame shame!! so last Saturday, as usual Saturday is a badminton day and a night sleeping at k.liza's place.. but this time we were having some kind of 4-people party before play.. there was me, k.liza (the host), Saiba and k.syikin.. supposed there was Aimi too but she couldn't make it...k.liza actually want to celebrate k.shikin's welcoming back to cardiff but i know at the same time she wanted to show off her new Chocolate Fountain hahahaha !! wish she won't read this ngehngeh!! but that fountain thing is very cool if you're having a big party like raya open house or something.. bak kata k.liza "sesuai utk tarikan kanak2" hehe...yeah it's already on my wishing list anyway!! heheh... on the way to the Talybont, i noticed lots of people were heading their way to city centre in not-so-clubbing outfit and at the same time all this fireworks night thing popped into my head!!! ahhhhhh i miss it!!! i am really really want to watch it this year as me and my housemates were very exciting about it to go together this year!! how can i forgot???? and after played like 8pm something, i asked k.liza if she willing to come with me to watch it and by that time, the fireworks already startd.. so Saiba said we better watch it from somewhere in case the fireworks finishs as we are walking to the park..so we searched for a perfert spot to watch the firework for FREE hehehh.. and there was 1 spot in Talybont, in front of one of the flat with people partying inside uhhh who cares we just sit there where we can clearly see the fireworks that go high..the smaller and lower fireworks we couldn't see it totally...well thats fine cause i think what we watched were already satisfying and fun! we really had a great time! the funniest part is everytime i spend a night at her place, we'll end up talking about the future...last time we were talking about kid's name and then last saturday we were browsing at ...... guess what?? nightwear and wedding dress !!! yeah online definitely..hahahahhhh ohhh wait a sec!! should this be kept secret????? oh well... just pray she won't read this as i'm quite open about my life hahahh.. and i got more spirit to play as i just bought a new racket bag and well i got inspired by Ryoma in Prince of Tennis.. he looks really cool with his size and his racket bag size heheh.....ok done now

daa~~nighto!

oh almost forgot..some pic for tonight..

Momo with all the card need to be posted tomorrow!!

cards for my mak and ayah and the Me to You card for my sis...cute haa

the chocolate fountain...we ate it with apple...uhhh low budget to be like Siti to have her fav 'strawberry cicah cokolet" thing..

after 1st tournement between Haleyz and Semi.... yeahhh go Haleyz!!!! no bag yet..this was after our 1st play..

My Mom's Dream

i called my parents this afternoon....my mum said she had a dream last night where i was surrounded with dead cats!!! arghhhh what is that suppose to mean??? anyone experts in dreams interpretation???? anyway...my xanga is almost dead i know..well i have new dream car so i plan to get part time job whenever i can hahahh most probably during this christmas holiday...i'm not in the mood to go travel at that winter time anyway..and i think i had enough holiday last term so maybe it's time to cover up back and grow loads of pounds!! i went to town today and came across lots of vacancy offers advertisements on the shops so i went in Primark and asked the guy at the customer service if he got the application form..and he said that i could just pop in with my CV to apply..sounds good hahh...ok got to try it.. for time being, i am extremely busy with my group project which seems double... triple... so on and on... harder than my 3rd year project.. i've really been thinking about the system we are going to built almost all the time of the day even when i'm trying to sleep.. last night i slept at 4am ...well... urghhhhh !!! and today we went to see our lecturer Dr. Ghassempoory and surprisingly he was very helpful!! so now we have a better idea of what we are going to do for the project if compare to last few weeks...really felt stupid like know nothing about electronics...hmmm i don't think i should explain the project in more detail here because i can say that it's quite a confidential hehehhh.... so people stay healthy cause the future will be so totally different! (what the hell i'm talking??? anyway.... got to start reading this communication paper which i hate the most!! i accidentally got myself into this communication thing...urghhhhhh

Quick Updates With Loads Of Pictures.. Sorry Peeps..

MY SIS'S WEDDING....
18,19 & 25th August 07

JASIN CLASS REUNION

26 AUGUST 07

i'm just running out of space for uploading pictures here hehehh...but these are more than enough for now.. might consider Xanga For Life.....daaa~~~