A Sleepless Night

i can't sleep last night.. i slept at about 5 am.. so i grabbed a notebook.. a very small one and started to draw anything came up on my mind at that time hahahh.. and i used my sister's pastel colour to colour them and believe me they were AWFUL!! haha.. and when i tired of it i just wrote and quote whatever i want in it spontaneously..what i was thinking and what happened in my life and here they are (really stupid ;p)

I am afraid there will be flood here. What will happen to the cats outside?? I want to sleep but at the same time i dont want to eventhough i feel sleepy.

The water tank above me had been dropping water since few days. Sometimes I feel like it is falling down and hit whoever on the stairs. Please not when there's somebody on the stairs!!

i've been to 3 wedding ceremonies last weekend. and i have to say that i hate a kenduri with music played as a background. it is really annoying as people are forced to scream to each other and the sound are really a pain in the a**!!!

**kenduri = some kind of ceremony

i really want to process all my photos during last year of my studies at shop but i did my calculation just now and it ended up that i need more than hundred ringgit to process them not included the albums yet... how come??

I want to shop loads of stuff now. I saw a really cool guess handbag at parkson last week. Should i just use my credit card to pay? but i want to keep the scholar money as much as i can so that i can have a BIG wedding party with my own money

i prefer to eat fried egg with soy sauce and rice rather than udang galah masak sambal!!! or ketam masak cili padi!!

**udang galah masak sambal = chilli cooked tiger prawn

**ketam masak cili padi = chilli cooked crab

I ONLY HAVE 1 RINGGIT in my purse!!

my friend love her boyfriend and my mom love my dad

i want to go to a luxury spa one day!

i went to bukit merah last week and i felt guilty because i have zip on my pants

**bukit merah = a waterpark i went last week

i eat loads of junkfoods when i am stress. i stayed all night during dateline. I drink coffee or nescafe beforehand.

My homeroom teacher warned me for not having a smiley face all the time and i hate her ever since. Sometimes people need to look ELEGANT rather than KERANG BUSUK

**kerang busuk = dont know how to translate it but it is a call for people who are always smiling with no reason

yeah i know this statement is silly... elegant??? what the *???

My English teacher adviced my friend to practice speaking English with me and i was proud of myself when hearing that i was credited by her yeay!!!

i just checked out the window if there's flood outside eventhough my house is on a some kind of high land

Why everyone's getting older? it's sad to see my parents getting and weaker. i just came across one of mu ustaz picture. He's very old now. I was sad to see it.

**ustaz = teacher

I am sick of watching a tv program showing poor people with loads of kids! Come on !! Family planning is vital!! The government should start give away free condoms rather than free needles to drug addicts!!

**well i just read an article saying "Recently in a report, the United Nation's International Narcotics Control Board said governments that provide addicts with clean needles and a safe place to shoot up may violate international law." http://www.drugaddiction.ca/Drug_addiction_Impact.htm ewwww hopefully my country has stopped doing this...

I love to eat but i cant cook. I am afraid of hot oil when frying foods. I will stay as far as i could from the oils while frying things.

My guru bahasa hates my handwriting but my friends.. well some.. say it is cool... he he he...

**guru bahasa = language teacher

i was called a "genius with a hoo-haa personality"...

**hoo-haa = happy go lucky

i hate my teeth. it needs braces definately.. and my nose too..but i love my body and my height..but a bit taller is better but now both are perfect

i got mad with Lim for not passing back my C++ coursework!!!!

I haven't work out for almost 4 years now!!

ok thats all... ewww that A LOT!! haha..funny what an 'owl' can think of all night of sleepless

Old Friends

I just got a friendster testimonial from nana, my old friend in jasin hmmm since 2001.. she's coming back this friday!! yeayy how exciting!! i really miss my old friends and after reading it, i had a chat with ima and we planned to have a reunion ..well at least i have something to do during holiday.. and my primary school is going to have a carnival this 5th august so i'm planning to go but haven't contact any friends yet haha... my phone's running out of credit right now..

Lots of people here.. ok 2 people to be exact in my house right now.. they are repairing and probably will replace to a new one; the water tank above my room's ceiling..it has been broken since last saturday (if i'm right) and the water kept dropping on the stairs and started to get smelly urghhh... and sometimes i felt like the ceiling is falling down and would hit whoever on the stairs heh.. they just finished emptied the tank ...

and last week lots of workers doing the landscape around my house.. its the preparation for the coming wedding ceremony... will upload some of the pic later..

GNTM 2

yeahhh finally reached the end... Barbara won!!! woohoooo.... i love GNTM the most of all NTM...

ok gotta pack stuff now and enjoy the trip boiyyyyy!!

New Resolution

Ok it's not wrong to have a new resolution eventhough it's not a new year right?? so starting now i'll try to write my blog in a proper English.. as some might notice that i used to use shortform too much in my writing which now i think not very mature heheh.. but yeah i know my English sucks! i use simple words regarding my poor vocabulary and sometimes i put wrong words in wrong places.. but anyway believe me.. i don't care hahahh.. and in some other times i prefer to use Bahasa as i can express myself better especially when talking about others... <if you know what i mean> and just too lazy to write in English..

now i really can't wait for my trip to Penang tomorrow yet i still haven't packing my stuff ughhh i hate that packing thingy except times when going back to Malaysia eheh.. ok PENANG here i come!!

trying to finish GNTM final tonight.. (if this streamyx thing is on my side which doesn't look like it right now)

nite~~

------------------------------------------- 30 minutes later -----------------------------------------------------

i couldn't make it... i mean finishing watching GNTM finale... and i don't bother to skip to the last part to find out who's the winner eventhough i really wanna know.. i'm at part 8 now out of 11 and just found out Hana is out... only Anni and Barbara left.. ughhhhh can't accept it if Anni won .. i like Hana!! but well Barbara should win instead of Anni....

i was forced to succumb to sleep now

end~

Forgiveness

well, lately i've been reading some of the featured blog entry on xanga and i came across an entry saying about forgiveness... tried to look up the entry again but failed to find it which i really hoped i could quoted it here.. its about if somebody makes something that we don't like just forgive him/her rather than keep the anger for too long.. and it really hit me at the exact time as i had something going on few days ago...while reading it i felt some kind of relief and my heart did not hurt so bad as it was before..

well anyway yesterday i got my exam result for this year... yeah finally after a long wait... and again God wants to help me with my feeling lately.. i was VERY surprise with the result.. it is really beyond my expectation which i really wish for it..hahahh.. i am very satisfy especially with my year project.. huh all the times spent on it was really worth it!! a week of dissertation writing which means a week of non-sleep (well i did sleep few hours) a week of nescafe and coffee every night.. a week of swollen and dark eyes... oh well i bet it was more than just a week.. right before my holiday to egypt... ahhhhh it was great.. the result.... i felt like writing email to gao to appreciate for the mark hahahh..well i got 73 for the project which i expect 65++ and my average year mark is 77.5 ioo yeah 1st class baby!! hahahh.. ooo yeah when i first look at the letter on the envelope it was stamped from Zurich and i was like... "what?? am i on Student Exchange Programme or something??" hahahhh silly!! but it would be really great and i would've been very excited if it was real hahahh.. about the result again.. i got 45 for machine hahahh i laughed when looking at it.. well what should i expect for being blank during the exam.. yeah it was my 1st time experiencing BLANK during exam.. as i always heard people saying that and yeah it really BAD! i was like know nothing about what should i write or how should i answer the Questions and whats the step to reach the final answer.. huhhh but thanks GOD i got m strength back .. and i have to thanks for the crazy exam schedule as i had the machine paper as the first paper then a two weeks gap and finally 4 papers in a row... i should say that the 2 weeks gap really helped me a lot!! i really took honey every morning and strive real hard for the rest of the papers urghhh and now i can be satisfied with all that ...

hmmm well enough about bragging around hahahh.. yesterday i watched The Apprentice.. yeah i can say that i'm the biggest fan of it erm generally a big fan of Real TV hahahh.. i watch The Firm as well .. but i don't have this good memory of remembering when the shows are on TV.. so i am kind of leave it to the remote control to do its work and accidentally switch on my favourite show heh... so apparently, i was surprise for this season (the one's showing in Malaysia now.. which i know definitely not the atest season) where they were divided into two groups of girls and boys... and i was like urghhhh the boys will always win and i'm definitely true.. so yesterday they've made a change to it which i was so glad.. and the loser really had a big lose! and a BIG failure!! they were not just lose to the other team , they didn't even reach the target... ok i'm too lazy to write long about it cause i'm about to catch up Manjalara now while eating kopok leko hahahaha (i remember it well Monday-Thursday 6.30pm) probably the only one... and yeah Trump fired 4 of them last night GREAT!!

daa~~

Survey About Friends

Go to your page and list the last twelve people who have commented you. If someone has commented twice, skip to the next new commenter. Skip bands too.

1. Fatin
2. nana
3. emer
4. zura
5. nawar
6. has
7. azza
8. rokhmah
9. mimi
10. nazer
11. ayu
12. fami

Q: Have you ever kissed 12?:
A: no NEVER ever

Q: What's the best memory you have of 9?
A: 2yrs in d same dorm with her... masing2 prangai gle2

Q: When's the next time you're gonna see 4?:
A: hmmm prob during dis holiday

Q: Is number one cool?
A: yeah in talking perspective huuhuhh...

Q: What was your first impression of number 7?
A: hmm 1st impression?? we 1st met almost 8yrs ago.. so cant remember

Q: How did you meet 3?:
A: in frenster... dont even know him n i don even reply his testi huhuhhhh gomen

Q: Is 10 your best friend?
A: he's my cousin not a very best freind

Q: Have you seen 6 running around like a maniac?
A: hmm dont think so... it was iema who ran like 'Pecho" at the party hahahhh

Q: Do you think 7 has a crush on you?
A: no way dude

Q: What is the last thing you did with 12?
A: moved my stuff into his house heheh...

Q: Have you ever been in 2's house?
A: no but hopefully can visit her sumtimes in japan kan nana???

Q: Would you ever kiss number 2?
A: hahahh.. no

Q: Have you ever slept in the same room as 5?:
A: yup she was my roomy for hmmm few weeks in kms and a week in egypt

Q: When's the next time you'll see 10?:
A: prob this august during my sis wedding.. if he's coming.. yeah i think he'll come

Q: Are you really close to 4?:
A: used to she was my roomate n classmate for 2 yrs in jasin.. jiran sblh lagi

Q: Have you ever kissed 8?
A: nope

Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 12?
A: no

Q: Have you ever gotten in trouble with 9:
A: hmmm penah ke mimi??? don think so

Q: When's the last time you saw 6?
A: before fly to uk 3 yrs ago

Q: Do you even know 9?
A: yeah

Q: Would you give number 11 a hug?
A: yup..

Q: Would you kiss number 12?
A: ewwww no... marah asmah hahahh

Q: Is number one your best friend?
A: we are close.. we eat together every day in aberdare

Q: Would you ever date number 5?
A: no date lol

Wedding Preparations & New Bibik

smlm mami dtg bawak baju pngantin k.miza.. epong pon datang gak..huhuh first time i saw mami... ok bapok yg cantik la dgr da siap tuykar nama fazireah ke ape ntah.. k.miza pon kate dia da byk wat pmbedahan.. hujhuhu body mmg nmpk la bodsy pompuan tp sore je still garau2 lagi ehe... hmmm overall nak kate baju k.mniza ok la sanding cni kaler putih umah epong blue.. lawa blue dia ala2 biru hindustan cket... pastu bncangla pasal pngapit nye.. aku la tuh huhuh... alamak repong kate pngapit blah laki tnggi gle ahahahaha apela epong ni da dia tu kcik bagikla pngapit kcik2 gak baru sume padan huhuhh.. papejelah.. so lps da bncang2 sume stuju pngapit pkai off-white colour for sanding kat mlaka n VERY light blue kat umah epong.. huhuhhh x dapatla aku nk brgaya ngan baju coklat theme family tuh.. xpelka still can wear it during nikah.. dgr masa nikah pon cam gempak je siap tok2 sidang pon datang huhuhh melaka la katekan penuh ngan adat.. hmmm baju utk apit kt melaka mami tu kate xpe dia leh pnjamkan baju dia tapi yg biru la problem sbb dia kate dia ade tp over sgt kang org ingt aku plak pngantin hahahhh so kenela carik baju siap je mls nak tmpah2.. pastu kitorg makan knduri... pastu diorang balik.. huh da sunyi da aku tnggl sorang2 kt umah.. biase ade k.ct.. k.ct pon da balik itm da stat ari ni.. sabtu malam g ekspo kat MITC tu.. g la booth terengganu sbb k.miza nak carik sampin utk epong.. pastu tanyela akak tu bape.. akak tu kate "7".. uishh dlm ati aku da expect 700 n trpikir uisdhhh mahalnye.. pastu k.miza tanyela 7 ape?? tau dia kate ape?? 7000 doowwww hahahhhhh ternganga kitorang kat ctu gak hahahhh... ade ke org nak beli er smpai 7000??? tp mmg la lawa gle!! hmm tingin gak nak pakai batik2 trengganu, kelantan.. mmg lawa2 tp hargenye pon lawa2 makcik huhuhh

rumah aku da sampai bibik baru 2-3 hari lps.. bnde prtama aku terpk mase tu "yeayyy bolela keje" tp ntah bile ntah aku nk cariuk keje hahahh cuti tnggl 2bulan lbih je last2 nganggor gak la aku huhuuhh.. k pasal bibik..agent tu ganti la yg k.ti tu... nama k.sri.. umor 28.. arap2 da x buat hal.... umah mmg bersih gle n dia pon mmg rajin gle.... tolonglaaaa rajin je smpai abes keje org indon ni kan bole caye sgt mula2 mmg berkobar2 kang takot dia wat hal plak.. smlm k.miza crite k.sri tu nanges smbng ngan dia ngan mak smlm.. dia cerita pasal pengalaman keje sebelum ni.. tiap2 hari (kot) kene angkut barang hampir 50kilo... xtau la ape yg berat sgt tu... pastu tdo pon atas lantai je... tu yg dia nanges sbb kt cni.. mak ayah baik gle... kami anak2 ni pon baikkkk sgt hahahh... pastuh kitorang siap pakse2 dia makan sbb dia xnak makan.. basuh baju pon insist nak cuci tgn gak.. papeje laa.. pastu kalau ckp ngan kitorang msti dia cam tundukkan cket badan or duduk tros.. k lahh wat la keje baik2 ye da dpt tuan baik2 nih.. haa pastu masa hari yag dia baru smpai tu aku g la dapor blkng nk tgk kucing gadoh.. pastuh dia tnyela nama ape.. pastu ckop cantik la pandailaa.. pastu dia kate dia ade anak 2 orang yg tua 10tahun yg mude xingt bape.. pastu urut2 tgn aku peluk2 aku.. huhuhhh xtau la klao dia rindu kot kat anak dia..yela aku ni kan besar dak 10 thun je hhahahaha... haa berat aku da naik 1kilo sejak sebulan d cni.. harap maklum huhuhh

k... cite pakcik plak skang kaki dia nak kene masokkkan besi plak .. kaki kanan hr tu da potongkan dari lutut ke bawah... tulang peha kanan dia da retak so nak kene tuykar ngan besi... harap2 cepat sembuh... skang mak slalu la g hospital hampir hari2 sbb nak suapkan dia makan.. dia xleh bape nak bangun sgt.. adela tu hikmah di sbalik kjadian.. harap2 dia akan insaf dan sedar lps ni.. da x wat da bnde xsenonon... AMIN!! hmm hr tu maklong datang ngan k.emi ngan ezzati ngan alisya... alisya sgt comel!!! ezzati mnakin lawa.. lame da xjumpe zati... ade gmbr elisya nti akan diuploadkan....