A Learner

yeay skarang da kmbali normal... i mean da kmbali boleh bangun subuh heheh =_=.... sbb kdg2 ade prangai rase gle punye malas nk bangun subuh!! huh hebat betol setan2 gemok nih menggode manusia .. so cam biase 8pagi sharp aku da turun makan breakfast hahah bab2 makan2 menjamu perut nih mmg cepat pantas dan cekap!! tapi tu la bab2 menjamu hati ade kureng cket huhuh.... so lpas tu dlm kol 9.35 da mandi sbb hr nih nk jpe GM yela last monday i canceled d meeting... its not that i don do anything for d project its just that i did last minute work hahah... sunday nite baru nk terkial2 wat literature review cket.... huh rupe2nye 3 papers yg aku da print tuh byk info rupenye!! nyesal x baca awal2.... so dlm kol 11 smpai skool jpe gm.... n 1 thing i realize bout my project is i used to feel veryyy depressed with d project its kinda i don understand at all wat i am doing n i feel like theres lot n lots of information that i need to push into my cutey brain hahah.... but then when i see him n ask bout d things that i don underrstand, he explain to me n he really make it sound simple huhuh.... n after that when i wanna start do it again i back to feel like wat i feel before hahah.... really don undersand myself wat kind of learner i am??? hahah.... hmmmm i think mbe because i never learn bout d project so my bacik knowledge is veryyy poor n now lots of burden with d coursework n coursework n coursework.. huh i have 4 more cw to hand in before this christmas holiday warghhhhh!!!!! ok need to get back to my control cw argggg.............

Al-Fatihah To My Late Grandmother

hmm its been 5 days now since last time i wrote in here... mbe my "hangat2 tahi kucing" monster inside me starting to come out or was it "hangat2 tahi ayam" or "hangat2 bunga tahi ayam"??? warghhhhhh i'm really suck in bahasa!!! ampun cikgu baharom!!! (my bahasa teacher back in jasin > always comment on my handwriting hahahahah) ok stop its not like i wanna talk bout sh** anyway ... hmmm quite lots of thing happened n d saddest is my grandma passed away ... yesterday 5pm malaysia time.... hmm... mak said because she fell in d bathroom but i havent called them since ystrday so not much i know about it... so muslims over there please sedekahkan AL-FATIHAH to my late grandma k.... may her roh be in piece.. AMIN!! hmmm... at first i'm not veru sad because i'm not very close with her but then when i saw her pictures in my phone... i start to feel d 'kesyahduan' thinking that i wont see her again forever.... n start thinking the last time i saw her was last summer holiday during k.miza bertunang... fortunately k.miza bertunang if not mbe i didnt have d chance to see her..me, mak, aisyah, ajwad, pakcik, busu, pak busu, jannah and 'amoi' and nenek were in rumah nenek kat melaka... mak juz bought her 'tongkat'.... hmmm d thing to make easy to walk for old people.... nenek pon cam x larat sgt nk jalan... they were talking in d kitchen n i'm cleaning d kitchen.. hmmm so thats d last time i'm with her... hmm she really had lots of good + hard + sad time in her life n i think its more than enough to make a novel bout her life... her famili.... so much things happen in d famili..... ok mbe i'll stop talk about about this..

so yesteday sembang nagn aisyah.. they went to genting last weekend!! arghhhh bestnyerr!!!!! famili day kat sane.... cter pasal naik motion monster laaa.... i still rmember d 1st time i ride d motion monster i ride it twice!!! cause it was sooooo awesome!!! its like a 3D movie .... so we wear some kinda 3D 'thing' on our eyes ( avery sofisticated on not like in london 3D cinema SUCK!!!) hahah... n d chair move as well to give more impact n to feel more like we are really in d movie!!! its was awesomeeee!!!!! n she said mak pon join gak.... n one part in d movie where theres a snack patuk kaki n everyone like angkat dua2 kaki sama2 hahaha.. it must be very fun!!! warghhh promise i'll go to genting nx summer!! wajib!!! huhuh... n ajwad still having his spm exam n the papers left are the thoughest paper.. all science papers >> physics add amth... blala bla... so its about 1 week more to go.... huh ganbate ne!!!!! n he filled petronas scholarship already but i don noe wat stream he's taking... hmmm paksu advised don do engineering coz susah nk dpt keje.. so mbe he'll do medic.... pape pon... 1 advice from me>> put a lot of thinking in wat course u wanna do >> don be like me >> feel like regreting taking EEE Huhuhuhuh...... y don i take like accountancy or architecture or arghhhh wutever!!! 3rd year da pon haja!! life goes on!!! hmmmm ok...

last friday me, roz n k.ira went watch the prestige n i tell u it was sooooo cool!!!! belive me go watch it!! it may be a little bit boring in d beginning but when they start fighting with each other n u start thinking wats is really going on, it was very exciting.... n i can say the movie is very unique n interesting.... huhuh the funniest part is it was downpour when we go home.... huh nk releasekan tension nye pasal.... naseb pakai boots.... but i still lencun huhuh.... ini sume payungku nye pasal nghnfeh... thought of buying a new one... hmmm.. but i still satisfied n feel worth it because d movie was awesome!! hmmm last week was a very stressfull week... all bcause d VHDL programming coursework... huh!! i was really feel down last week.. keep asking myself >> y am i very slow??????????? y my other frens have done it yet i'm still merangkak2 lagi nak wat d program??? arghhh!!!! i really dont like feeling left behind!!! i'll start thinking negative bout myself start asking myself start regreting to be myself huh...... thats y i wrote 'nak nanges!!!' in my blog entry..... yeah i really feel like crying at that time!! arghhh when is it going to finish all the stress??? cant wait to start d next semester... huh... ok got lots of things to do....

daa~~

NAK NANGES!!!!!!

Few Minutes Rest

i'm doing some readings now.... wanna no wat i'm reading?? Fundamentals of college physics huhuh.... thermodynamic section... yup of course its bout my project biasalah esok da nk kn jpe gao min hr nih baru nk terkial2 carik bahan hahah... but at least i did some design yesterday so got rough idea bout how my system will looks like... hmmmm so i can say its quite a big success duh... now i'm getting 2 heat transfer part.... so need to put sumthing in front d thermoelectric device so that can make full use of d waste heat from stove... so hv to make sum literature review bout those stuff... this evening i start watching new anime (act an old anime) its me that sedikit ketinggalan zaman... ro z yg bagik idea tgk file cases of young kindaichi... alaaaaa penyiasat remaja laaa... dulu baca komik zura masa kat jasin heheh... hmmmm better get back to work... ooo yeah last saturday i watched saw III.... best2!!! planned to watch casino royale but sampai2 je tiket abes huh gler!! nx time mbe.... see how busy i am... that was d 1st time i go watch movie dis semester huhuh....ok read haja!!!

No Doubt Boots And Soap & Glory Clean On Me

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cons: tumit agak sakit (yg peliknye tumit kananje huhuh) mbe tapak dia nipis... hmmm try carik alas kasut nnti bg lembut kat tapak dia.... but overall jus love it

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Pros: sangatttttt wangi n smooth!! the smell can last on skin for about 6hrs even after applying lotion on skin.... rase bersemangat ble nk mandi hahah... seswai utk org mls mndi (not me.... saya sgt rajin mandi huhuh)....

Cons: bau dia x brape semerbak means have 2 put ur nose on d skin then u can smell it hahahah... but still i luv d smell..

Exhausted!!!

yeah finally i did it!!!! my dsp >> digital signal processing filter design coursework huh!!! rase cam hilang beban yg dipikul d bahuku ini beban yg sberat 80 kilo huhuhuh.... twice my weight hehe.... thought like putting d report in ere since i spent soooo much time on it n kinda worth 2 put ere... but its 15 pages report so lupekan saja hajat murniku itu eheh... hmmm today have 2 ponteng 2 classes because of d cw.. last minute report writing nye pasal.. its easier if ken (my dsp prof)juz want d matlab result but all he wants is a full report which i really really really hate to write to think bout d best way 2 explain... to find most 'soffisticated' word 2 put (thanks to word synonims tool) very useful heheh.... so i tell u its not easy to learn engineering.. all u do is report report report.. paper paper paper.. project project project huh....

yesterday they took my ketle n my heater... waaaaa!!!! i don feel like crying but feel like 'menyumpah seranah' hahah.... n sbagai balasan Tuhan i tertumpahkan my superb "tomyam meggi filled with serunding" on d floor... to make things worse its not juz a floor its a carpet... habes satu bilik bau maggi... tu laa mulut jahat bilik binasa huhuh... neway its all settled now my room back to normal.. so i can say ysterday was a bad day.. i lose my ketle n my precious heater!! wargggg.... thought of persuading makcik faridah to get back my stuff today but dis morning i was too bz wid d report so sedar2je makcik faridah da balik.... mbe nx wk i'll try but my persuading technique always doesnt work ahahaha...nebody can teach meee????heheh... (wah printing done!!! my printer is so lembab today almost an hour to print 16 pages huh) .... hmmmm its 2pm now nx class start at 10past 3... wat should i do now???/ huhuh,..... ahhh perut berbunyik2 but too lazy to cook anything....

ok mbe i juz say sumthing bout d cw... ok generally its a desig of 2 types of filter IIR and FIR... wat i need 2 do is design IIR filter to meet d specifications (bandstop filter... elliptic... passband ripple....stopband attenuation... bla bla bla)... so then design an FIR filter that roughly approximate the IIR filter but in d end..... it failed to fit d specification n in economical way, FIR filter is more expensive n bigger size compared to other one... this means that it needs more components in it (delay, multipliers, adder)... ok FYI, filter used in many application and most in communication system to filter out any unwanted frequencies likely noises laa... for instance mobile phone if theres no filter then all u can hear is noises no suara lunak merdu huhuh.... so understood??? hahaha.... bare wid me... notihing 2 do now.. huhuh... perut pon lapar... ok cau dulu... ooo yea ystrday i watched one piece 283-285... i'l write d review later....

daa~~ off to class now

juz after 30minutes back from class... it was raining n again they laughed at my umbrella hahah... yeah i juz realize how stupid n weird my umbrella looks .... be4 i thought it juz an ordinary, old n not very strong in windy... but last tuesday i dried it outside ma room n then i overlooked the auckward shape of it... hmmm it looks like spiral from top view... yeah mbe b4 dis i just look at it from bottom so didnt notice it .... so now my umbrella become a 3yrs old, weak n ugly umbrella hahahahahhhh..... unlucky!!

Bored... Cam Xde Keje Je Nak Wat...

Results of Your IQ Test
IQ Score = 115

What does your score mean?

Way to go! Your performance on the test was well above the population average. Typically, people with scores in this range perform very well academically, can relatively easily make it through university and generally achieve success in life.

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Many individuals never question their fundamental value systems- they let them guide their decisions and influence their beliefs without much thought. Although some adolescents enter a "rebellious period", where they begin to question and challenge the values they were raised by, and are therefore involved in creating the values they live by in adulthood, many do not. In addition, even if someone did have a conscious phase where they questioned their values, they may now be so accustomed to their beliefs that they stop questioning them, and these beliefs have become so deep-seated that they are no longer thought of on a conscious level. Therefore, we make decisions, hold attitudes, and behave in ways that are consistent with our values, rather than having to consciously weigh each decision as it comes. The problem with this passive approach is that eventually some people begin to drift in other directions and may begin to make decisions that are no longer in tune with the values that are most important to them.

The results of this test can serve to remind or educate you of what values are most important to you. In doing so, you can continue to be guided by these principles, but may do so on a more conscious level. If for some reason, you have been living in a way inconsistent with your values, you can seek to make changes in your life in order tohelp you become more content. Another important result of taking the test is that you can learn more about values in general, and can see that there are many different combinations of value types that influence those around you. Knowing (and accepting) that different people have different values will go a long way to enhance understanding between very different individuals.

Economic	Synopsis Values being productive, efficient and useful. Hates wasted time, money or effort. Wants to see concrete, tangible results of actions.
Your score = 80
What do your results mean? I believe that there never was a creator of a philosophical system who did not confess at the end of his life that he had wasted his time. It must be admitted that the inventors of the mechanical arts have been much more useful to men that the inventors of syllogisms. He who imagined a ship towers considerably above him who imagined innate ideas. -Voltaire (1694 - 1778) You appear to have economic values. Typically, individuals who score high on this value type are most concerned with being productive and useful. They desire to achieve efficient return on investment of their time, money and effort. Most likely, you are practical, reasonable, and think your actions through before you act. You are ultimately interested in investing for your future. If you have a family, you very much want to be a good provider for them. You most likely have uncomplicated needs and desires. You may not feel comfortable expressing yourself verbally, especially in terms of sharing emotions. The affection that you do share with your family and friends is probably expressed in non-verbal ways, such as putting in time or effort to make a gift, or simply being there when you are needed. Giving of yourself is your way of showing that you care, and to you, is more meaningful then words. Our values influence us in many ways. In your case, you probably weigh each decision and make judgments about the world around you based on efficiency and usefulness. This may translate to impatience with activities perceived as wasteful of time, money or effort. You motto is "waste not want not". Your hobbies and interests may include some of the following: outdoor activities, exercising, working with your hands, and other productive but fun activities. Politically, you may be conservative and reluctant to change. In terms of careers, individuals who have economic values feel most at ease in practical careers with tangible results, concrete tasks, and/or those that require good motor coordination. You may be interested in business, but are probably not (depending on your other value types) as interested in achieving power and status as in simply earning a good, honest living. Positions of interest to you may include: those in business, engineering, construction, mechanics, and other skilled trades.

I Am So Happy Today

Guess wut???? i got new shoes!!! ooppsss rong word.. i BOUGHT new shoes hahah ..... yeah i no i said i wanna go get new wnter coat today after meeting with goa min...but yeah i did try some at the republic...but none suits me... d smallest i found was size 10... indeed theres size 8 but wite colour very white... so rejected it hahah.. n other reason is i thought the style doesnt suit my small body n height... nmpak gelembung2 laaa... look like my upper body part is more bigger than ma leg.... yeah i think i'l look good in kinda smart coat like my jeans coat.. hmmm go find it later hahah.... during boxing day mbe..

ooo yeah d main topic MY new SHOES.... tu laa plan2 nk carik winter coat last2 kasut yg dibeli hahah.. but actually i already usha2 this shoes like a month ago but at that time i didnt realize d 'keunikan'nye hahah...tadi try2 balik cantik la plak heheh... its a boot type but not high n no heel... thats how i like...hihih ... n d price also reasonable 24.99

met gao min dis afternoon.... hmmm not depressing at all today... cause he gave me some idea bout how 2 design d thermoelctric system... he suggested 2 ways... but i hv thought bout 1 of it be4 so its kinda typical... n d other 1 he suggested to put the thermoelectric above d fire... so it'll look like a cap on d stove... waoowww i never thought bout that way.... cool la gai min hahah...hmmm... so mbe i'll try to think other way... remember >> "look from different angle to get different idea" Allahyarham Cikgu Khairudin (cikgu K-den) ... ok i'll try to practice it...

so i settled about the power requirement... now wat i ned 2 do is 2 think bout d heat exchanger.... need some kind of material that can absorb the heat... n then i measure d temperature ( hahah... dats wat i sooo confused about)... so now i feel confident again bout ma project.... smalam da cam da down gler da... rase cam nk tukar wat transient tuh huhuh.... so thanks GOD n thanks Gao min...

daaa~~~

Creepy Dream

hmm last nite i dreamt i'm 1 of tsunami survivor huhuhuh..... serammm ... still fresh in ma mind how i ran for my life from a VERY BIG wave... i'm with my frenz at d time but cant rmember who they are.. then all d world is covered with water only no daratan but theres a place where the water is cetek n thats where people live by building a very tall long house with some kinda rotan hahah... terase cam rumah panjang jer... ala2 rumah terapung laa...huhuh... my frenz and i became very close as a family with some other people (org2 tua)... at d time theres no road vehicle people use 'kite' as their transportation... hmmm can imagine how its look like???? hahah... one day me n my fren, liyana (my frenz back in my primary school >> y among all my fren she apear in ma deam????lucky her!!! huhuhuh) go to a shop to get some foods >> i'm d kite driver hahahahah... n dsebabkan terlalu byk mmbeli belah, the kite got unstable n i couldnt handle it n no wat???? kami terhempas hahahah... tp atas kawasan paya (there's another puak live here >> mcm org2 asli yg zaman dulu2 >> yg makan org huhuh takot sgt2 kitorg time tuh) .... waktu nk dibawa ke tmpat sacrifice tu kitorg slamat melarikan diri hahaha... (puak ere got more modern transporrt >> they got water train we only got kite arghhhhh.... terpengaruh ngan one piece la nih huhuh) so sambong cter kitorg dpt merampas train tuh hahahaah dgn cara menyepak2 driver tuh keluar tingkap ngehngeh.... n kitorg smpai kat puak jiran kitorg.... we can see our 'village' from there.... n tdo satu malam kat ctu.... n tanyer kat diorg.... org kampung kitorang mncari2 x kitorang hilang???? hahahahah.... nk terase diri penting la konon... n they say yes warghhh bangge!! then........ aku bangun tdo huhhhhh kacau daun betol.... so THE END...... merepek je mimpi....

ok back to d real life..... hmmmm 1pm tadi ade open ouse umah azy, farid n d geng.... tadi terase betol2 cam umah org melayu... ye la makan kat bawah (diorg bentang kain utk duduk) n duduk bersimpuh (hahahahah) n makan ngan tangan... huhuh... ramai2....bayangkan.... huhuh mmg best... tadi makan ayam percik, nasik briyani ke nasik minyak ntah (sorry 4 being stupid ngehngeh), popia, very superb choclate cake n another cake (colourful one).... n air x sure air aper tapi warne merah heh... tadi amek gmbar sekeping je nti baru letak (xbestnye xde kamera kene tumpang kamera org huhuh....) ...n met din smbng2 jap dia kater dia pon g turkey winter nih... siap advice g sediakan payung byk2 hahah... mbe hujan n snow lebat... urkkkk... x bestnye.... but the best part is >> i hv a reason 2 get new winter coat ngehngehngeh ..... mbe go get it dis monday after jpe gao min.... arghhhhh don wanna rmmber about gao min... arghhhh projekku!!! sumbody help me.......

haaaaa 1 more thing... 'L' dah muncul!!!!! ooooo ye.... for public information >> 'L' is the cool guy with d cat i set as ma page background.... hero in death note best2!! tadi tgk siri 6 'L' put his life on d line juz 2 show the polices that he trust them... huh.... cayalah L

My Dream Car

ok take a rest after almost 2 hrs searching about the power requirement (but i ended up nothing) huhuh~~~.... but its ok CUBA LAGI hahah... pagi tadi smbng ngan L about dream car.. dia kater nk bljr betol2 nx yr boleh bli waja... huhuh... but i prefer Gen2 n he agree to buy gen2 ngehngeh n then would like 2 change to Vios... wutever...... n i told him i wanna study hard as well so dat i'm able 2 buy kembara haahahah... ni sume brmula sjak muni dtg umah bwk kembara itam... wahhh cam smart gak kalo aku bwk hahah... but my dream car act is this: TADAAA~~~~ Merc C200 Sports Coupe.... arghhhh bile la bole dapat???? nak!!!

hmmmm smart kan?????

Sleeping Is My Hobby

hmmm my hobby is sleeping???? yes!!! totally agree but all i can say is that i dont really want to make it a hobby so i can call it a habit huhuh.... ntahlaaa i just had my shower after almost 4hrs sleeping from 3pm to 7pm... jage2 je tgk nset da kol 7 n rase nyesal gler sbb tdo n nyesal gler sbb xdpt g makan!!! arghhh da la lapar.... fortunately i got walkers with me... tadi pau roz (actually bukn pau tolak utang tau hahahahah)..... tu la prangai aku xtau nape xleh nk buang perangai HUDUH yg satu nih huh!! tdo siang... mmgla puas tp penat + letih + bile da bangun rase bengang + sakit pale.... tp as usual penat oooo balik2 klas n mulela ade setan kecik dlm pale ak mengatakan "tdo la wahai haja.... rehatkan otakmu" banak la merehatkan otak.... n katil aku pon mmberikan dorongan memanggil2 utk aku tdo dlm duvet yg sgt best tuh.... huh!!! nyesal!!!! slalu pastuh ok semangat!! esok x mo tdo da... but i did at last... kalo x tdo pon at least layan anime.. huhu..... maner g planning aku >>> siang nk tumpukan wat projek n mlm scheduled for my subjects coursework etc... anyway td tgh mndi tbe2 tingat about this video i found it somewhere in my email.... really really really cuteyyyyyyyy!!!! (ala x jpe la) xpe try it later...

anyway... this aftenoon i have uploaded some pic during raye >> cardiff, bristol n bath... jgn malu2 n segan2 kucing utk jengok2 hihi.... k daa~~~

Friend Or BF???

hmmm baru pas makan.. burppppp kenyang !!! heheh (warghhh nape smiley x mo kuar nih???? xpe xpe) hari nih g jpe gao min... noe wat??? trpakse ponteng klas bisnes semata2 projek nye pasal. huhuh.... tu la menangguh2 keje is really my expertise heheh... tapi last2 xde pon yg 2 minutes talk tuh.. huh... gao mmin juz bagik stove tuh in case i want to make a drawing of it n gave me more tasks!! arghhhh

1.find about power req for charging and operating mobile phone (last time he said i can leave out the charging part.. arghh pe ni gao min???)

2.design how to measure the temperature profile of the burner (i thought he would just give the instrument n i just go take the datas... arghhh am i designing the measurement apparatus or the generator system???? grrrrrr)..... but cam biase la i say OK!! huhuh....

3.start designing the system.. where to put the device ... bla bla bla... etc.....

so inilah bndenye camping stove...huhuh...

tapi smpai2 je bilik tadi terus aku layan naruto n one piece hahahah... nk ditambahkan citer lagik... aku trus mengisi masa 'terluang' ku dgn menonton death note ngahahahah.... huh buruknye prangai... x sedar2 ke aku de bykkkkk sgttttt beribu2 berjuta2 lemon keje nk kn wat nih huh!!!

hmmmm seem not to suit the topic isnt it??? huh mls la nk cter... ngehngeh.... tp ade sdikit kecewa + bengang tapi nk wat cane aku hanyelah manusia... hahah... mule merepek meraban... k cau nk mndi

8.50pm >> hati dah senang semula mungkin slps mandi badan pon mnjadi sejuk semula huhuh...

Projekku Dan Kesuntukan Masa Yang Teramat

huh tadi baru ingt nk stat reading about projek.. tp cam biasela bila stat je baca cam xde idea langsong n xtau ape yg perlu dicatit.. sok tgahari da nak kn jpe gao min.. adoiii da la kene talk for 2 minutes... huh gao min nih xtau ke skarg aku ade 4 coursework tertunggak.. heh da mcm akaun tertunggak la plak.. tp tu la td baru cek digital design nye coursework.. week 8 da nak kn anta then control nye CW on mbe wk 8 gak... n plg aku nyampah DSP nye CW wk 7 plak tuh nk kn anta... arghhhhhh tensennye... ni sume projek submin date nye pasal.. x aci tau last yr diorg anta june this yr kitorg kn anta end of march... huh ... tp xpe anggap ini cabaran... arghhhh cabaran !!!! huh ok semangat2!!!!